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So I was suppose to write my brilliant yet ridiculously stupid idea about “God” today plus another “Quote in a day”, but something else came up (obviously).
So as the title suggests “puter propter promissio” translated properly means “rotting because of a promise”.
I think I wrote something about keeping a promise.
And to be honest…
That promise is holding me back in EVERYTHING
Basically, I can’t move forward in life, not until I fulfil my promise.
I know I sound depressed and miserable and depressed..
But it’ll be worse if I don’t keep that promise.
Imagine… you had no choice but to kill yourself, because if you didn’t, every single person who is precious to you, every single person who you shared a part of your life with, every single person who you love, will die.
That’s how I feel right now.
But that’s not the reason why I keep it.
The reason is because I think I find it unfair for me to move on without fixing my life.
I’ve hurt a lot of people around me.
And I plan to fix that..
Cause right now..
It’s killing me..
I wouldn’t give a shit about it if I were the same person back then..
But I’ve totally changed now.
And it’s killing me.
But it’s better this way.
I plan to fulfil my promise.
Even if it takes a lifetime, and no I don’t mean it metaphorically.