I don’t like it when I don’t get enough sleep.
I don’t like it when I don’t get any sleep.
I don’t like it when I deprive myself of sleep because I study “too much.”
What I don’t like the most, is knowing that there are people who do everything better than I do.
They get high grades like it’s nothing.
They get high grades like how their lungs get air.
They get high grades like it’s their hobby.
What do I get? 6th place.
Why bother when there are so many brilliant people?
What am I to the world if I’m not the best?
I give up so much (not just sleep), and other’s gain what I want so easily.
What am I worth?
Why should I go on?
Everything I accomplish feels like an extreme waste of time.
To all you geniuses,
Thanks for making me feel like a stupid piece of shit.
Sincerely,
A person who works hard to get good grades yet gets mediocre ones.
